shadows beckon
i refuse
the heart is what matters
darkness ensues
soft golden rapture
amidst new found grace
nothing else matters
if i arrive at this place
when feelings downtrodden
are all that remain
self inflicted madness
beckons again
decide i now
that i will have won
as the battle rages underneath
a sense of what's to come
a deal was made
through all the grief
i will let nothing shake
this new found peace